my heart just can't get enough of you. in a loving way.

please accept for everything I'm saying to you. but i don't know would you accept for being with a guy like me? that's all i gotta say. (you know who you are)

someday when i'm offly low, when the world was lonely,

i could see you there, just by thinking of you.

your lovely with your smile so warm,

when ur body so cold, there is nothing but to love you.

with each words, your tenderness grows.

tearing my fears apart.

and that laugh, that wrinkles your nose. it touches my foolish heart.

your love will never ever change.

keep that breathless charm, would you please arrange it.

cause i love you. and the ways u talk and think.

i never thought i need you when im alone.

and the time passes. makes me feel how much i need you.

all i could think when your gone was only you.

everywhere. everytime. anyhow.

i just cant get enough of you. even when your gone.

never a doubt. its always you in my life.

that makes me calm down and relax at times.

but no matter how or when.

im always there when you need me. never the less.

your always there for me when i need you. thanks for being there for me.

you've been a wonderful and loving person in my life.

i hope that someday. just someday. we could try to make things out.

till my big exam is over and done. =)

your my life, my soul, my everything.

DWENzayne

okay.. now a different story.

OMG.. robotic today. walao. siao ah juz now.

hahaha.. my mind was going balastic. wakakaka.

but got 15 out of 41 teams.. dats cool. but if it wasnt for mark's designing we wouldn't be even in no.15. hahaha. xD

thanks mark.. hehe..

(ben jealous le. wakakaka)

oklar. bye.

love ya.

sayonara.

this is the END for ME

life can be full of obstacles and journeys we have to get through. seeing everything passes by each day, each minute, each seconds is outstanding. everything passes by right in front of your eyes. never to be seen by anyone who doesnt respects and understand what's life is all about.
friends are merely one of the main reasons why are we living and happy in this world. but maybe some friends are just mainly there to betray you. or maybe a pest in ur life. so thats why we must choose our friends wisely and choose them with your full trust. believe me.. i know what are real friends and what isn't.

unseemly some our friends might be on to our wealth and health. some can even disguist as your own bestfriend while they take advantages of you. but what can you do if you see this kind of people. its fact. its life. its the end.

XOXO
DWENzayne

everything in my life is YOU..

my life is meaningless without you in my life.

i get my strength all from you. cause your everything in my life.

nothing can change the fact that your here for me.

no matter what happens.

and i wil always be there for you too.

my life is fulfill when i see you around. eventhough its only a few minutes.

we both have a thing in common. everything about us is great.

and i like about that. i'm just being a good man for you.

but for the first time i met you. my heart was pumping like crazy. non-stop.=)

and there was you. smiling like always.

after that day, i guess i fell in love with you.

nothing about you change since that day.

im always crazy about you. never stopped liking u and loving u since the day i met you.

but now there seems to be a huge and large wall.

that made our relationship blocked.

all because of a few things in life. one is my friends. they seem to like her.

or maybe love her. kenak sidak ya poser gilak hor. ish.

all i can do now is just relax and be patient.

and we cannot rush to any conclusions. haix.

why are friends like this to us? eventhough we are their bestfriend.

okay. now try being in my shoes. see how does it feels to get betrayed a close friend.

won't that makes you wanna get angry. or u might feel dissapointed.

cause how could a friend do a such thing like this.

that is just so cruel by the way he treats his fellow friends.

i cant explain it any longer. cause this day on forward.

im so not going to care about that friend anymore. he had just gone to much sometimes.

but for the info, by the way he messages her and talk with her.

its like they don't connect at all.

there's nothing special about him.

no offence though.

i guess this is all i could write about today.

bye~

DWENzayne

for the person who is reading this blog. i guess some of you people out there,

knows who am i talking about. for those who doesnt knows.

i guess u have to find it out yourself. XD

my life's the worst!

why does love hurts. I guess theres lots of ways to say about it.

its a fact that we must accept in reality. We can't do much about it but just moving on.

thats all we can do for mean time. We get the point really is how love affects our life.

it hurts us deeply. As deep as it can go. Never a doubt, it hurts everything in our life.

Including our love ones, creatures around us and the most hurtful person will feel this is the community around us.

whats up with all the problem in life.

and why did God made love for us?

it makes me curious to know everything about love.

but what can we do to stop our curiousness from getting far.

its just a matter of time till it fades away.

First love sometimes will come true and maybe it will not.

but whats the point.. it may last long but not long enough till it comes to an end.

the movies and the series you see on televisions. It might not come true in reality.

what the heck, we can always try right?

all we gotta do is believing in yourself.

trusting and being loyal to ur love ones is the best way to be loved back.

i tried to did it with mine and it ended badly..

Well, we all can't blame it all on love. Its natural to love someone.

and it comes to a closure sometimes.

getting hurt at every moment.

as if my life is full of craps but this feelings will always keep me alive.

and i will not ever stop loving anyone till i found the right one.

but I think I found it. Its just that i never realise whats happening in my life.

but now.. i found that special one thats suitable for me.

but the thing is I can't be with her..

cause she cant give me anny good reasons why..

one of it was that she has to study for the PMR exam.

my life is all about her but there seems to be a friend.

who is such a BACKSTABBER!!

but what can i do about it..

but it is in fact that she doesnt likes him.

by the way she talks to me, or sms with me.

we both have lots of connections and alot of things in common.

by the way i think about it, im truly deeply and madly

IN LOVE WITH HER!

=D

i guess thats all i could say any longer.

sayonara. bye~

DWENzayne